The cupid effect.

2010-06-17T04:39:00.001-07:00

Im sorry blog.
I was just crapping.

Iloveyouu(:

2010-06-17T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hello blog, its been a while :)

Bye blog, it'll be a while (:

You'll always be here with me;

2010-03-08T02:09:00.001-08:00

If i go crazy will you still call me superman?

i kinda abondened my blog :/
sorry blog page !

I went for mssd today. I sucked.
Anyhoo,

Im gay and going to sleep now :D
people ask me to update.

They never asked me to make a long one xD

Good night ♥

Hbomb.

2010-02-26T21:42:00.000-08:00

Guess whose a HOTTIEE ; )

Woots! :)
He's a blonde so yeah xP
Number 1 DJ in australiaaa ;]

__________________________________

: D

Hayley Williams is a genius.

*Ahem*

Joshua Neil Farro ♥
AshleyWinter.

Every second SOOO DOESNT NOT count ♥

2010-02-20T05:07:00.000-08:00

Yo bytches ; )
hows life, dudes and dudettes ?

Dont you just love that evil smile? : )

Anyways, azu & i webcamed yesterdayy..i think xD
I think xD So here the pics ;)
Isnt she cute, heeeee : )

P.s; click to enlarge, LOL.

She reallyy really REALLY liked this onee x)

Enjoy, babes, ♥ AshleyWinter.

Paramore's got my head in the cloud ♥

2010-02-18T22:56:00.000-08:00

My dear taylor york ♥
Why so lonely? :(

Ill go all the way whereever you are
and accompany you ♥

Anyways,
I went out with some dudes on wednesday, heee :D
We watched percy jackson and the lightning theif xD
Kinda reminded me of harry potter.

Anyhoo,
After that we went bowling and azu left :(
Then it was just me, cyn, keith and jamany, LOL.
Had dinner at BBQ plaza, hahhaa.
Then we went to starbucks.

AND THEN I WENT TO CHURCH. wadthe?!
AHAH, weird right? my mom called me and say?
"ill pick you up then we'll go to church" harrr!

Stupid blah blah blah song stuck in my head.
Screw it.
Dad woke me up this morning.
TO GO JOGGING, :(

Paramore pictures make me giggle inside :)
Have a happy day !

♥AshleyWinter

Feels like insomnia ♥

2010-02-14T00:09:00.000-08:00

Happy Belated Birthday

Louise Wong
Danielle Chun
Trenton Winter
Kee Yew
Siti Su Sarah
Calvin Kwong Chee Yew
Afifa
ME :D
PandaZhi
Jamany Liew.

We had a surprised bday party for TANIA :D
woots.

And we also celebrated this guys birthday.
WHOEVER HE IS =p

Me & lynn.

I dont know whats worse.

Being lonely on valentines

or

Missing that one and only asshole.

Another year; another broken hearted year.
My birthday past.
As usual, my brothers bday past too.

Today's valentines day.
honeslty, idc.
So anyway, today im tired, lonely & dateless.
What a valentines to celebrate.
I have absolutely nothing to do.

chinese new year doesnt make a different.
Where else to go? the only place i can go is holland ._.

I've helped so many girls get their perfect guy.
Wheres my perfect bright and shining armour? :/

I cant sleep till your next to me ♥

Ill cry myself to sleep.
I know i will.
♥Ashlee.

Dont put my heart on the line.

2010-02-05T05:36:00.000-08:00

YOOO : D
today was calvin & keeyew's birthday party.
Keeyew was drunk. MAJOR DRUNK.

And amanda teman-ed me :D
harrr :)

Shoe-holic : D

Btw, happy belated birthday keeyew : )

Keeyew.

Keeyew's ass.
LOOOOOOL!

She was the only one not drinking xD

Pfff, i think i got too hyper.
I started to fight with keeyew for the mike D:

Everybody dance now : )

Smile like theres no tmr xD

Gay-ing.

Emo-ing by myself lol.

Keith O.O
haha xD

BACK AT HOME :)

And that fellow ladies & gentlemen
are the pics of today's wonderful day.
I think..

Happy birthday calvin :D
I mean 'early' birthday.
Wait a few more hours.

Until your officially 14 :)
haha.

Nites everyone : )

Ashlee ♥
I feel like im falling apart.

iloveyou, iloveyounot.

2010-01-23T04:52:00.000-08:00

Helloo :)) I just came back from wernxin's PARTAYY :)
it was AWESOMEE :) I was gay & weird :)

And right now im gay too :)
For writing too many smiles :)

LOOOL. I shall post the pictures another day.
Cause i am gay :)
Gotta go looosers. Brother & dad need to eat dinner :)

Ashlee.

Lets TWIT ;)

2010-01-10T00:36:00.000-08:00

Hey boogers.

Names Ashleee ;)
obviously you ugly's and pretties know that xD

First day of school was 'okay' i guess.
2012 has failed.
2nd day of school sucked.
and also,

IM SORRY GAMMA - IANS :/

Anyhoo, kenji came back -weirdo.
Only had one friend so he came back. LOOOL.

And i dont understand how disgusting some form 2's can be.
es beta -.- haihh.

Was socializing with pohyan :)
Her english was unexpectedly better then most.

Adam lambert has officially rocked my world.
I'll support you till i grow old, adam ♥

Facebook has honeslty LOST IT.
And some parts of being monitor is so shitty..
Damn i gotta do all these 'duty roster' and 'timetable' crap.
nooooooooo.

Anyways, pics of me lately ;)
Enjoy this shit and iloveyou all xDD

Ashlee.

Joey doesnt share food ♥

So be good for goodness sake ;)

2009-12-25T01:48:00.000-08:00

Hey boogers.
Its kinda funny, im only posting on christmas day HARR.

Anyways,
ELLIE DARLING, heres the pics :D

LOL HER. trying to cover kristen's face
AHAHAHA.

touche.

FOREVER 21 FTW ;)

HOME :D

And MERRY CHRISTMAS
to all my pretties and ugly's btw :)

CAROLING :)

Spot me? xD

:D

And and and
OUR NUMBER 1 FAN!
Always wave and blowing kisses to us :D

And TODAY :D

:)

Brother darling :D

People are coming to my house on monday
so we open our presents and put the wrappers back under the tree ;)

OMGIE I GOT THIS :D

Nites folks xD

Ashlee.
-Im under a mistletoe.
WHERE IS HE DAMMIT?!
;)

Die hard. Live easy. wadthe?

2009-12-15T18:59:00.000-08:00

I got this from laksh who got this from sathya who got this from hazel :)

1) Put your music player on shuffle.
2) For each question, press the next button to get your answerr
3) You must write it down no matter how silly it sounds.

1.WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Fcuk you ; Lily Allen.

2.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Swing swing ; AAR.

3.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Gotta live like we're dying ; Kris Allen.

4.WHAT IS 2+2?
Dancing in the moonlight ; Switchfoot.

5.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Stranger ; Secondhand Serenade.

6.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON YOU LIKE?:
Bubbly ; Colbie Caillat.

7.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Invisible ; Taylor Swift.

8.WHAT DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Ultraviolet ; The Stiff Dylans.

9.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
My hero ; Paramore :)

10.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Thug story ; Taylor Swift.

11.WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Just Disturbia ; Lady Gaga vs Rihanna.

12.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Sober ; Pink.

13.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Hey love ; 12 stones.

And yeah! im bored :x LOL.
Im supposed to be studying -.-
hehehehhe! my daddy and mommy not home. Pfff.
And im hungry LOL ME.

Fight and kill.
My bruises stay.
Forever my words are a failure.
To life and to my soul.

My home is in my head ; BOB MARLEY :)

Ashlee.
Take what you want.
Then die.

One hell of a sleeping day.

2009-12-11T16:34:00.000-08:00

Penang oh penang,
why'd you have to be so darn cold.

Trent and i played cho dai ti last night.
However you spell it ;)
I won the first round and he said he let
me winn. Yeahhh right! xD
he got all the 'good' cards. aahhaha.

If you text me ill text you back with a Nokia E72 ;)
Its great and AWESOME :D

Anny has E71 O.O
hahaha lol.
Neal's no fun to talk to online. haihh.
And no one to talk to cause trent is sleeping away...

Oh, last night we went to a BAR.
And we ordered PIZZA =P
Apparently we ate with the somewhat boss LOL -.-
Then he kept scolding the waiters cause they were so bloodyy slow ahahahah.

ANYWAYS.
Its not whats on the outside,
Its whats on the inside ;)

Nites :)

Ashlee.

--Yes kevin, i love you very much -.- LOL.

Shave and deo. Good things in life for womankind.

2009-12-05T01:29:00.000-08:00

Dear loser(s),

Hope you shave, cause you are so freaking hairy. And im not talking jungles here, im talking RAIN FORESTS. And please, dont act like a queen bee wannabe cause c'mon, take a look at yourself in the mirror. I bet my ass looks better than your face. And for others sake, use DEODORANT. You dont want others to die around you. Blogging is a free will so who gives a shit if i mention any names or not cause you bloody hell do. And to that dog, vivi (lame nickname i might add), first of all, you are such a disgrace to woman kind cause all you think about are the dirty parts of the woman bodies. Who knows? Maybe even guys. Secondly, you're such a disgrace to all DOG kinds but i wouldnt say it cause it would be an insult to dogs and c'mon, some dogs are ACTUALLY named vivi and they are actually cute. Not to say you're a dog or even 'cute' *cough*

P.s. get your vocabulary straight and you two are BEYOND outdated ;)
And we'll take you any day.

Sincerely, Ashda's.

YES.

2009-12-04T03:27:00.000-08:00

I stole this from lakshmi poo poo :P
And laksh stole it from dee.
SMARTT =P

Tag-type down your reaction when someone tells you these phrases.

1.WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
PFFF. Why dont you ask my brain that? :P

2.I JUST REALISED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU.
Awww, i love myself too :D

3.LEAVE HIM/HER! YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME.
rightt..

4.COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO.
Why dont you make me? ._.

5.PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO.
I suck at math la dey =.=

6.IM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
I know! Im so blessed to have me too :D

7.WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
Because it doesnt wanna go after.LOGIC :/

8.I HAVE TWO TICKETS FOR THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
Well they utterly suck.

9.YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
chehh! :P

10.I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU.
Well im not.

11.I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU.
Well i can =P

12.THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOUR JUST NOT HIM OR HER.
Its worth a try ;)

13.NOTHING!
Your weird :)

14.WHATS YOUR MOBLIE NUMBER.
0123456789 :D

15.CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
I can dance on my own, thank you very much -.-

16.MAY I ESCORT YOU?
Oh, sure. Such a GENTLEMAN. *Looks at the other asses* ;)

17.DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM TILL NOW?
Maybe. Sometimes. I guess its wrong huh.

18.YOU WERE EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED,
Even IM not everything i wanted.

19.WHEN WILL I GET YOUR LOVELY EYES?
Get a life.

I spent the night at Ell's :D
Was AWESOME.

I guess it was faith. I honestly found out the truth.
Maybe fairytales dont really exist for me.

Im sorry
i dont care too
;)

Ashlee :)

Ps: You just got BITCHED :D

Whatever. You dont care, i geddit.

2009-12-02T04:44:00.001-08:00

Trent oh trent,
Your in paris and i'm missing you :/

Im learning that you, and only you can break my fall.

Home alone 3? This is like the 5th time im home alone :/
Im kinda getting used to it. Just wait wait and more WAIT.
I hate texting. Feels so lifeless.
Why dont you just bloody hell CALL her person .____.

Photos always satisfy me for no reason. Looking back to the first day of school.
That day SUCKED. So lifeless. And now even more -.- Thanks alot brain :/

Gonna see ell tmr. Dont regret staying with her for all these years. We found peace :)
Im blogging for no reason. No one reads this shit anyways.

SORRY WEYLYNN! :(
AND :D
25 RANDOM facts about ME :D
A - Age
: 13 :)

B - Bed size
: A normal bed will do :P

C - Chore you hate
: I aint washing the toilet bowl xD

D- Dog's name
: Dutchess :D

E - Essential start-your-day item?
: CANDY CANDY =P

F - Favorite color
: Black.

G - Gold or Silver
: Silver.

H - Height
: No clue.

I - Instruments you play
: Doesnt matter.

J - Job title
: Loving my 'student' job ;P

K- Kid(s)
: Nope.

L - Living arrangements?
: Parents ;P

M- Mum's name
: A non-need-to-know basis :]

N - Nicknames
: Ash? .___.

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth
: One day, i became BLUE, so i had to see what was wrong with me :)

P - People you love
: More than needed.

Q - Quote from a movie
: Life sucks. And then you die. :D

R - Right or left handed
: Right :(

S- Siblings
: 2 brothers and one dog :D

T - Time you wake up
: Depends what time i sleep :)

U- Underwear
: GIRL BOXERS :D

V - Vegetable you dislike
: All?

W - What makes you run late
: Oversleep?

X - rays you've had
: I needed to get one, but dint go xD

Y- Yummy food you make
: brownies?

Z- Zombies are attacking, what do you do?
: RUN :)

yea, i know im lifeless doing with facts about me.
But what can i say? Home alone : Gets you bored.

Im being dumb. Byes~
Ash :)

Dessert or disaster?

2009-12-01T05:06:00.000-08:00

Whats the use, huh? I dont cry in my dreams. Dreams are meant to be happy. So anyway, working was ugly. Too tired so did work SLOWLY :P I made milkshake. WHOOPEE. Im happy with myself. But whattheheck, right. Im never fully happy. Im torturing myself with paramore songs. Brand new eyes always cures a broken heart, heh laksh ;) Im such a dream, pathetic me. Posting this ugly post cause everyone wants to know that i didnt die yet xD harr. Facebook is actually for once keeping me occupied. I'll leave it that way. Byees~

I need a thought.
One thought.
One simple thought -
of
YOU.

Ashlee.

Retrospective.

2009-11-27T00:27:00.000-08:00

Newmoon was the shiznit ;)
Sorry i couldnt come today guys :/
I didnt have a date xD HARR!

I miss cupid. I honestly didnt know cupid was a guy :x

Love at first sight?

Love sickness? All piece of crap.

Im officially giving up next week.
Scared to be rejected from something im not.
So what the heck heh. All i CAN do is watch em leave.

I cant climb the highest mountain for you.
I cant swim the wides sea.
Im just old average me.

Today has been an easy day so far. Went for work, in the end
went to SUMMIT with my cousin ;)
I wanna visit chris before he leaves to camp. Pathetic him,
shaved his head already -.-'

And thanks ell for the latest post ;)
Really APPRECIATE it after a long time of NOT blogging xD

Heh. Absolutely nothing to do.
Im getting fatter :x shit, lazy go gym. Screw it.

You dont understand me.
But i wish you did.
Doesnt seem like you care.

Ashlee :)

I've dont wanna be love drunk.

2009-11-23T19:25:00.000-08:00

Home alone. Me and my dog have nothingg to doo =/

Some taggyy (:
to get my mind off 'things' :/

YOUR BOY SIDE—

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[x] Sad movies stink.
[ ] You own a car racing game.
[ ] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You owned a DS, PS2, N64, or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You have watched sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[x] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[x] You talk with food in your mouth. [its fun ;)
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[ ] You have fished at least once.

—YOUR GIRL SIDE—
[x] You love to shop. -at times]
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] You go to your mom to talk.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like going to the mall. [depends with whoo xD ]
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] You like wearing jewellry.
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don’t like the movie Star Wars
[x] You are/were in gymnastics.
[x] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should. [harr! so me =)
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[x] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] You like putting make-up on others.
[ ] You like being the star of everything.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

• Appearance •
[x] I am shorter than 5′5″. -i think o.O
[x] I have many scars. -8 on one hand :/
[ ] I tan/burn easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. -purple xD
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I’ve had/have braces.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. -.=
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

• Embarrassment •
[x] I’ve slipped out a “LOL” in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve cried so hard I’ve laughed.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

• Health •
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
[x] Swallowed something I probably shouldn't have swallowed

• Travelling •
[x] I’ve driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[x] I’ve been to Niagara Falls. -most probaly ;P
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[x] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.

• Experiences •
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator [like seriously, who doesnt? :P
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. -does t'wondo count? :P
[x] I’ve been to a casino. [AND gambled :x
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[x] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. -but not alone xD
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[X] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

• Relationships •
[x] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. -long time ago OKAY :x
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

• Honesty / Crime •
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve ran a red light.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

• Death and Suicide •
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone/something dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[x] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

• Materialism •
[x] I own over 5 CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

And all of this doesn't concludes everything. Because it's for procrastinators.

I know im weird (:
I hope in a good way ;)

My bro left to holland :/
no one to play guitar gero with haihh.

Ashlee ♥

Heartbeats.

2009-11-23T04:21:00.000-08:00

Is it SOO hard like and not like one person?
Oh stupid cupid. Stop picking on me.

My boss has a rented a house in putra heights now.
David lives like in the row behind the hse pulak. Harr.

And and and i walked to amanda's hse today heh.
I didnt have anything better to do so 'explore' the place.
omg-iee! alot cats LOL
Then i sit outside at thee little bench thing,
then people keep looking at me o.O
Roll my eyes also no effect -.-

Anyhoo, I have 'nothing' to do.
ABSOLUTELY nothing. So ill do nothing with my msn buddy (:

Im waiting on the street,
Just to hear your heartbeat.
Ashlee.

I'll fade away.

2009-11-19T05:39:00.000-08:00

Kapoww.
I wanna walk around thinking about you.

Yeah. I fail alot.
You wanna know why?
Cause love's blind.

Liking someone?
I used to think guys were all stupid.
I guess until someone comes and messes up your life.
Its half great and you think its never gonna end.

You try to give up. But you cant. Cause you dont
wanna forget him. Well, that just sucks.

Crush my heart in pieces. It means nothing to you.

Some taggy to get my mind in wonders xD

hottest girl : Lakshmi :D
ugliest girl : Errr, candice? :P
hottest guy : AHAHAH =x wont say.
ugliest guy : hmmm, many in beta now ;D
leader : Keith?
tagalong : Kevin xD
poser : Sathya. blehh!
worst hair : :x
best hair : :x
stupidest : :x
smartest : kenji? carol! -.=
best fashion sense : Kenji! always wear same shirt to pyramid xD
most likely to get pregnant : LOLOL. Scared to say :x
the innocent one : Kevin xD maybe not anymoree =p
the not so innocent one : Tania! shes evil inside! ;D
that’s changed the most : Andre! blehh!
you used to like but now you don’t : Maybe i still do xD eeer, stripes :D:D
you’d like to be friends with : My ass. They both dont friend me :/
you’d never be friends with : wan ling. i think she hates me xD
who you think should go out with someone : laksh!
you’d like to NOT see next year : beta asses ;D
you think wears too much makeup : Kenji! doode, make-up for girls xD
you think has the best clothes : Amanda :D
who you think wears unflattering clothes : nicholas. xD always so SWEATY o.O
who isn’t nice to anyone : Andre! harr! jkjk! andre! be nicer =)
who is nice to everyone : meee ;D harr!
who should stop being shy : Alexa =]
who should talk less : Nicholas =p he should just stop talking. Forever ;D
who you just like, because you think they’re just pretty great : oooh! danesh xD

Im tired. Lifeless.

Nites (:

My heart sank. I never liked farewells.

2009-11-18T05:07:00.000-08:00

With a heavy heart, i watched as skyscrapers and massive traffic flyovers blew past a weather-stained glass window. The green light was showed. The gear roared as the car jolted forward as it swerved past traffic on the road. The view didn’t stay the same. It was never like this. Concrete jungles past me. My mind wondered off.

I never liked feeling this way.

My heart sank as i thought about my friends. Especially on how im gonna give up. Give up on what? How i fall for guys that people say arent my type. Isnt it my decision? I leaned against the car door. The things i say- never good enough. Oh how my face becomes red when i think of you. Oh how i think of how im gonna have to accept everything not going my way.

I let myself drop on my bed. I have great friends. Someone i adore so much. But i guess he doesnt feel the same way. 'How can i think of this?' i wondered. Well, for me, its a different story. People say i have wonderful parents. I guess thats true. Its just sometimes i have too much that i cant offer. And end up hurting myself and being such a clutz. As usual. People tell me that my parents are a gift. Well, yeah! DUHH. I love em to death.

//Point is..
Im done. Finish. You know i dont have a chance.
So why bother. Have a great life.
I've always been just here (:

Trying to meet lalitha on monday! ;D
♐ Aѕhlée ;
Falling all the way down.

7 (:

2009-11-11T02:10:00.000-08:00

No matter how much i edit pics, this will be the best :D

Im not really in 'happy mood' but at least im trying to be.
Trying to smile. Trying to frown.
Not really in the mood for anything.
School's been fun. Did pictionary today.
I had to draw with my eyes closed :D
it wasnt thattt badd. i drew a whale xD

I made kenji a card.
We've been together since kindergarden.
Will miss that smartypants ;P
Will upload the pics another time.

What a day, I wonder what will happen next few hours. Sleep? My dreams are so.. Unpredictable, so stop wasting time to predict.
Go ahead as waste your days with thinking , you’ll fall when everyone stands.

I dont know what to do.
Daydreaming : my hobby.
I have to go to miri.
I'll fall and scream.
Because you're not there to be with me :/
Feel like fainting.
Wish you cld see what im going through.

Today's post : Black and white
Ill get my colours back, when i see you one day.

I seriously cant think.
Wish i could see you.

AshleeW.

P.S :

Ill be your angel.

2009-11-10T04:55:00.000-08:00

Well hello my fello homosapiens (:
urgh. hehe.
3 more marks until A for science -.=
I bloody cried. Asshole exams.
Why do we even take them when you know you'll
have to take them AGAIN :/

Anyhoo, i went to a printing shop with azu and manda.
Azu printed this REALLY REALLY big poster bytheway.
Costs like 45 bucks -.=
LOL.

LOL.
Ashlee: AZU AZU AZU! its coming out its coming out!
Amanda : it sounds like you can see your baby's head -.=
LOL!

Afterwards we went to pyramid and ate in wendy's.
I apparently became fatter :/

Poor mrdonalds doode.
Have to sit with a PAPER BAG :/

So anyways, BEFOREE ALL THIS CRAP,
the exams were here and i STUDIED :D:D

Im happy (:

Im happier (:

Im happiest (:

Im gay :/

This is MY SHELF :D:D

I printed THIS :D
lakshmi! be jealous xD

SOOOOO, since exams were over!,
I camwhored agn :D

♐ Aѕhlée ;
xx. Be my penguin? (:

I cry.

2009-11-06T23:50:00.000-08:00

Theres no hope.
Whats infront of me?
I watch my future destroy into pieces.
I watch the earth and everything else
pass by. Im stuck here.

click to enlarge.

Can i be replaceable? O.O

I get this frm paint. Very useful program.
No paint, no pictures. No him, no life.

AshLee already exists.

Do you want to replce her?
Chose one and click the answer.

YES. NO.

chill. im jst messing with you guys.

Photoshop? usefull too.

Oops, times up.
bye (:

I'll see you tomorrow then (:
AshleeWinter. ♥

Crying when nothing's going right.

2009-11-06T06:46:00.001-08:00

Exams over.
Cant stop thinking bout things.
Making choices? why not? Close your eyes and
simply choose one. Sounds unfair to life.

click to enlarge.

[ Make a choice. What if that was god's comp?
Click no and everthing, everyone, gone.
Its the thoughest job. He gets to choose if YOU get
to live or not. :/ ]

I wrote a song bout him.
ONLY him.
Hate making choices like this, thats why i quit.
Dont replace me :/
I try so hard and end up being something im not. Why life?
WHY?

Mood changes fast.
Happy that i am who i am.
Sad that i do things that make me guilty.
Leaving it the way i am.
Standing up for myself.

tomorrow's gonna be another boring shitty day.
saturday and i aint going nowhere. i guess laptop for me xD

I fake a smile cause im tearing inside.
Tearing for what's gonna happen when you're gone.
I guess thats life.

Im gonna end it here.
Cause i have nothing else to say.
A normal goodbye.
Having great friends to lean on when i cry soon.

Ashlee.
I have nothing else to give.

Breathe on me.

2009-10-26T04:25:00.000-07:00

Its time to spread your wings; take a dive.
And find that someone.
I'll be that someone.

Hit me with your arrow, cupid.
Its time.

Around the world,
no one so special.
I'll breathe and take in
your air.

Hear my heartbeat.
your not to far away.
Its hard to believe things.
but

iloveyouu.
私はあなたのための何でもする

For you,
Ashlee. ♥

I'll be the one saved by the moonlight.

2009-10-25T03:44:00.000-07:00

Ive got nothing left to hide.
Cause what you see is what you get.
And nothing else in the world matters
than to get what you love.

A little thought to myself,
that ill never be who you want me to be.
cause ill never be perfect the way you
want me to be.
There's always something that'll twitch
your mind that im not right.
And im sorry for that.

cause you seem perfectly fine.
or maybe perfect to me.
I know im different.
Not like your average-everyday people you see.
But they way i look at you, is the way I want to.
I might not be somewhat special.
But somewhere or another, you are to me.

Note to self;
The world is upside down.
drowning in the sea, and washed down to shore.
Start all over and things wont be the way
you want them to be.

[Ashlee~ (:

I'll leave all i've got to be with you

2009-10-23T16:53:00.000-07:00

Hey. Im the only one awake.
My maid toooo xD
Its jst that my parents are sleeping and my bro too.
My alarm went off at 1 am smt. i have no idea whyy. urgh!
disturb mee :/
anyhooooos, exams are in 2 weeks? stupid piece of crap!
and ms IVY leaving neeeextt yearrr =/ sadd wei!
I really like her xD not lesbo to lesbo ar! as a TEACHER.
not like the guys which ask her alot of urgghh, personal questions. yeah!

thats it. LOL. i wont be blogging ALOT cause like, need to study.
i know i know. ashleywinter studying. OMG! LOLOL.

Anyways, i feel like walkiing to pyramid cause its almost 8 and i need to buy a PEN.
LOL! AAHAHAH. i only want one kind of pen. xD
im so gay. anywayyy, i bet most of you guys are sleeping. LOL. hehehhe.

Ashlee - [ bby, i promise! ♥ ~ ]

Im on my way to believing (:

2009-10-22T01:26:00.000-07:00

Today sucked.
end of story.
I cldnt even tell a simple guy something.
urgh. even worse. dammit.
anyhoo, im sick. no regrets being. i deserve it
one way or another.
school rocked.
doesnt it always? ;)

talking to tania right now.
tania in LONDON!
she rocks bytheway.

i camwhored with my crazy and wonderful friends i have.
here the pics :

hehehe. thats my class alright.
use teacher's phone wei (;
anyhoo,
imma ciaos.
nobody checks this blog ANYWAYS =/

hope i feel better :(

[Ashlee ~ ]
I'm sick. i need my meds.
oh, that would be you (:

randomness of yesterday :D

2009-10-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

heya babehhs!
i neglected my blogg. sorry blog! ;D
well, exams are in about 2 weeks. hhaha.
my books still dusty xD
anyways, i cldnt really blog cause when i do, very long long wan kan?
hehehe. so heres the latest and the old ;D
bythewayy, HAPPY BDAY IMAN (:

Iman's bday partty
at a HOTEL yo! :D

On the way there with 2 carss. ;D
groupp picc! but with rachel INFRONT and auntie driving. xD

The kiddies slept (:

I got the only kid that DIDNT sleep. haha.
then it was my turn to jaga hani cause she was sleeping (:

Then everyone slept. c'mon people~ ;D

Tired much. ahahha.

I camwhored with ADAM :D

WHEN WE REACHED THE HOTEL :D

Adam danced his off wei! =)

They had dibs on the bathtub. haha.

And we just cldnt stop taking pics wei! ;D

hehehe. adorable little creatures dontcha think? xD

WOOTTSS. go iman!

with her freakishly HIGH heels. hehe.

BUDSS! :D

naughty naughty! want to peek to the next room ;D

This is hilarious man! loooook!

Wernxin left the bathroom alone.

And she caught a babyy!

And she caught 2!
She didnt leave the bathroom empty handed after all xD

babehhh ~

wooootss (:

Thats her jeanss weii!

pose for gucci lehh! ;D

AAHAHAHAHA. rockstarss!

We hid in the cupboard. =/

Just push the thing down and can watch tv and can
hide a person underthere. xD
like supermodel kan? =p

Dancing like the starss <3>

Our FIRST dinner.

with onion ringss ~

Group pic! with our FIRST dinner (:

ahhaha. the presentss! ~

Then our cocktail.
damn, no alcohol. hahha.

woowooots~

An unexspected picture.
the lens was oily so the picture became oily too -.-

Dibs on the bedd~

like father like son ;D

AAHHAHA. they wore the bathrobes and thought it was
for taekwondo. LLOLOL.

The cakee ;D

WADTHE. AAHHAHA. our SECOND dinner (:

It was kinda blur but the KLCC was
our view xD

Anny found a naked barbie. wtf? ahha

idk who, but someone got her a knife to cut her cake.
its like sensored so whenever someone hold,
the knife will play the bday song. LOLOL.

Playing eer, the chinese game at night.
idk how to spell xD

Grouppp picc~

Still playing at arnd 10-ish. idk lehh! we didnt see time =D

idk if thats bring in on; 4. LOL.
we did watch it though.

Everyone turning to watch the tvv~

And annyciaa too.

KABOOOMM~ everyone in their pj's lehh.

Getting ready for bed~
damn early wei!

This is when i got high xD
i was singing f*ck you by lily allen,
drinking MY botol of coke and playing cards.
that was the lifee mann ;D

THE NEXT MORNING (:

walking down the stairs for breakfastt~

oolalala. iman eatingg .. eer, eating watever shes eating ;D

Yi ning was such a good help man!
she cleaned the bed when everyone messed it up,
and cleaned the floor after both of dinners and help me recharge
my camera batt. so sweet man =)

iman with HONEYY instead of HANI ;D

ps: Hani is her sis bytheway x)

group picc at the breakfast tablee :D

mehh and annyciaaa (:

SWIMMING OUR ASSES OFF XP

everyone coming out frm the ladies room. (:

We had our 'ICE CREAM BREAK' and thats adam ;D

KAPOW.

LALALALA~

saying one last goodbyee to the swimming pool and the hotell ;D

getting ready to leavee.
thats iman drying her hair (:

I won that cup cause i stayed up
the earliest -.- WADTHE. ahaha.

IN SCHOOOOL (:

idk what keith is doing. xP

andre with his 'monkey toy' LOL.
look at both of them. i think their brothers ;D
jkjk saja la andree~ D:

LOLOLOL. i have posers in my class x]

I have a theory that he fell inlove with his jackiee XD

Thats andre's 'BREAD' LOL..

and everyone fell asleep during some class. LOLOL.
i have no clue who took this -.- it was
go-home-time and still people sleeping.

I went to pasarr that dayy~

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
(:

And yehh, thats keith. ahhaa.

Sooo, there wasnt any school on friday.
so we went bowling babehhhs!

After first round, keeyew and calvin joined us.
i wonder where they were when we were there.
hmmmm, LOL.

This looks WRONG WRONG WRONG. ;D

"hmmmm..."

..

And then, me and weylynn ditched the guys to buy shades.
then we visited the guys in cc with hui min.

Carlson playing MR BEAN?! LOLOLOL.

I didnt have mannars in starbucks. ahha.

Then we met ANNCIA and HAZEL and
blahblahblah.. xD

THEN LATERRR!!~~
me and andre went to wernxin and her group in speedeeee
and then went bowling with them.
for the second timee that dayy ;D

Wernxin was leading. Then idk
but andre won. WADTHE. ahahah.

RACHEELL! RAWF*

syl! ;D

then we went to yogur berry and OHHH!
it was AWESOMEE :D

i shared with anny and wernxin ;D

eer, the heart was TOO big doncha think? =p

We'll burn the roof. then we'll do it again (:
Thanks for visiting :D

Ashlee.
[ I dont wanna lose yoouu ~ ]

My hands, they lift up for sympathy.

2009-09-27T01:34:00.000-07:00

Hehehe. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. heh?
Arthur ;D dammit man! jealousy much! The manager crap thing person invited my mom to go to the VIP section of black eyed peas == and i cldnt even go. urgh. xP then she went to the after party and she came home so late. LOL i wanted to go =/ Her friends dressed so well. ;P Anyways, she got me this thingy majiggy
see see see.
oh bytheway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARTHUR *AHEM* GUINESS :D

see my feet xP

LOLOL! see yip. AHAAHAHA.
copy answer saja.
dont wry, i didnt take it, mr hadif did.
i think.LOL.

Well, thats all.
ohh, i asked amanda if i had to converte
if i married a cat o.O
she said yeah. urgh, dammit. LOL.

My dear casper,
your only 5/6 months old
and black and white.
but i dont think he likes me very much. AHAHAHAH. LOL.
imma gonna wrap up this post.
ciaos ya'll.

relatives wedding 2005. those are my arms xP

Ashlee
Every tip of confussion.
thats my new song bytheway. LOL. xx.

You are golden. dont let go tonight.

2009-09-23T00:36:00.000-07:00

hey :D
AHAHAHAHHA.
i woke up so late xD
was at my cousin's hse for soo longg. LOLOL.
i think frm 8 pm to 1/2 am. ahahaha!

heres some pics :

My babyy :D

Me and amanda went to the DiGi counter
to get :D

We walked back frm the hospital to my hse.
ehhehehe.

Take one step at a time, theres no need to rush.
AHAHAHAHAHA xD

hehe. amanda? walking ;D

We went to watch G-force. awesome shit.

Sorry kinda blur.
My mom was tired. she chased after me
cause i stole her chocolates ;]

I went to work on tuesday.
hehehe. bladding as christian wld say.
AHAHAHAHHA.

Laterss i went to christian's hse and had
to change his guitar strings cause they're cacat xD

We LOVE to talk. ahahhaah!

He's very loyal to blue hse ;]
he painted the whole thing. cool heh xD

He's this major intense scout guy.
LOLOL.

LOL. i thought this was very funnnehh. xD
sorry kinda blur xD my phone cacat. earn money
to get a new one :D his shirt is so smaalll ;]

He's the only one in his family thats not a straight A
student. LOL. he jst doesnt want to study. thats alll xD

Thats JACK.
christian got it frm disney ==
dammit! i wanted a puppet.

I thought this was very amusing. LOLOL.
all his badges. got a badge says 'Star wars camp'
or smt. i laughed my ass off. hahaha!

That side of his room is his mini studio.
made up of only scraps and wood.

He dint want to watch a movie so we watched
'heroes' but he calls it 'villians' SWT ;]

AHAHAHAHHA.
his neice had to pick up all the cards we
threw on the floor. lol! thats call FUN :D

LOLOL. our masterpiece.

Jack :D

He cant do kung fu ==
he has one card left. he wants to throw it in the hat.
we made a bet that if i throw a card into the hat,
he owes me an ice cream, if he throws it in the hat,
i owe him nothing ;D

MYY BABBYYY :D
sweet little casper on the floor. FAT CAT xD

and thats all folks.
im beat LOLOL
writing too much.
Imma go stay in christian's hse tmr night if possible.
cool heh xD

get to see casper nowww ;D
anyways, laaterrss.

Ashlee.
Sunburns :D

SUGAR RUSH.

2009-09-21T23:46:00.000-07:00

Life : boring.
Phone : Hopefuully getting new one if get enough money frm working =/
Laptop : Im using the older version cause my dad took the latest one =/
Fruit plus : grape flavour.
16 bucks on the table : IS ALL MINE. MUAHAHAHAHA.
Me : thinking. and laughing to myself.
Black and white assesories : can be irritating ;]
My brain : "MARSHAMLLOWS.. but lazy walk upstairs"

i was working and now what i wrote up there ^ is all i can see and think of.
eerg, dammit. MY BUTT HURTS D:
but its worth it! ;D
i got paid.

Anyways, imma wait until 4pm at Melvyn's blog.
waiting for the person that'll get the ticket for AAR :D
tyson ritter. haihhh. hot ;]

i bore myself too much.
ciao ;D

Ashlee.
MY sugar rush xD

Radioactive corn?

2009-09-19T04:48:00.000-07:00

HEY :D im kinda bored -.- i jst came back frm pyramid with FRIENDS. LOLOLOL. then we saw annycia's 'friend' AHAHAHAHHAAH. i forgot his name ;S adrian or SOMETHING. anyways, i went to see my cousin the other day. hehehe. this is him:

woowooot ;D

LOL :D

hehehe. and thats him ;] christian's his name babes! i think i fell inlove with his cat; casper ;] hehe. but dont worry, the cat is a GUY xD but he's still very young. lolol! anyways, i cant date a cat, he wont take me anyways. AHAHAHAHAH. I beg to differ.

Ashlee.

Lets shoot cupid and see how he likes it.

2009-09-18T01:59:00.000-07:00

You are my best mistake.

You made me laugh,
you made me cry,
but that doesnt matter now,
cause you'll always be undecided.
I think about you everyday,
and that .. was my best mistake.

Chorus
You made it seem that you loved me,
But you didnt even take the time to see the real me.
You played with my heart
and left me all alone.
(my best mistake)

I thought you were real.
I wanted to believe you would one day kneel.
But thats all over forever,
Make sure you wont come back ..never.
But i cant seem to forget your smile,
So gentle and so .. worthwhile.

Ill try to remember the first day we met,
During august and i was so brunette.
I wished i had never snuk into your eyes,
cause all i could see was goodbyes.
All i wish was that you could stay longer,
We could have been much much stronger.

You made it seem that you loved me,
But you didnt even take the time to see the real me.
You played with my heart
and left me all alone.

But thats jst my best mistake.
Forever it will haunt me.
The golden key means nothing
especially you.

But i jst cant stand itt!
you made it seem that you loveeed me.
Baby, you cldnt even see the real me.
But you played with my heart
and now im alone alone in the dark.

Your jst two in one darling.

You copy, you die.
You are crap. FULLSTOP ;]

Ashlee :D

I wanna be the last one on earth; dead.

2009-09-13T02:12:00.000-07:00

Jst felt like uploading this ;P

my bro during the padini comercial
for the magazinee babyy ! ;]

Here we go :
the girls are cute heh :D

Wooowoooot :D

be jealouss babyy! ;]

Thiss girl iss soo cute :D

it was worth it :D
this is how is turned out on the magazine ;]

Thanks you viewinggg..
im supposed to be at the pyramid :(

Anywayss!
love you all ;p
not all, its jst a figure speeh ;]
CIAO.

Ashlee <3

its like i dont know you anymore.

2009-09-12T06:07:00.000-07:00

HEY :D
i went to this amazing restaurant the
other day with mel and denise.
but this time neal was mising =/

so here the pics yo xD

wheress santaa ? o-o

sistaass :D

the 4 musketeers xD
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

cheese with fries.
yummy (:

denisee and meh ;]

Lets burn the roof. And then we'll do it again :D

Me and mel (:

SMILEE =D

The 3 blind mice xD

posserrs *

'They saw us! HIDEE!'

Me and dadddyy <3

WOOT :D

sisters baby xD

I love you beb!

we kinda camwhored too much :D

KICK!

'she did itt' xD

Group pictureee ;]
tennis group (topgunss :D )
and cheerleaders. ahaha.

Thanks ya'll and
NITES :D

Ashlee.
The cupid effect ;]

BFFs :)

2009-09-02T01:56:00.000-07:00

Dear Amanda 'Autumn' T.,

Its your birthday love. So i wrote this post especially for you. I know
we've been through a lot of up and downs sometimes, and sometimes we
had to back each other up on something. I know we've different in many ways (im fatter =p ) but as the quote states, 'opposites attract'. For us, its friendship :D I smile at the ways you backed me up when i was in need, and i'll always do the same for you. So now i wish you happy 13th birthday babe. If you ever need a hand to pull you up, you can always count on me - i hope ;)

Loving you always,
Ashlee Spring W.

CAMPING?! ill miss you too much babe!

2009-08-30T03:35:00.000-07:00

So anyways, heres some pics of the day for the camping trip
1 days/1 night =/
kinda cool :D
i didnt eat dinner that night.
the shower was OMGIE-COLD.
soo enjoy the pics and comment in my shoutmix.
thanks for viewing. hehe (:

While everyone doing their work~ ...

All these people sleeping ==
LOL.
its all frm the camera -.-
which FYI people took and simple took pics. xD

Sat's face that day =/
GET WELL.

Well, keith and andre were poising for me in class~
herres the pics :

Best buds forever ;p

Dont hurt kevin, armand. haha!

Some shots of the poll taking
for the magazinee]

Whose most likely to rule the worllddd~

LOL. kenji was actually stepping on andre's ASS =p

Most naivee much xD

Form 2 most athletic :D

Andre and i were most athletic for form 1 (:

Party animal?!
this looks so wrong man xD

FUTURE ROCKSTARR PEOPLEEE :D

Best frienddssss~

Back in class!]

Putt yourr hands in thee airr keittthhh! ~

Your not invisible ya know. xD

See what chun kit did!
to poor calvin's kuala frm aus.
=(

Annycia annycia. haha~

LOLOL. very badd finger heh! ;p

The camp =p

In the bus, everyone talking, melvin SLEEPING xD

I was taking pics of the chicken next to cik rohana
when suddenly she say 'why never take pic of mee'

So this is howw i have a picture of her :D

Everyones waiting outside the campside
for the chicken to hurry cook xD

WOOT (:

Teacher busy explaining something
while im busy taking pics :D

I kinda edited nick's face xD
click to ENLARGE (:

LOLOLOLOLOL!

LOL. we all had to wait for the food in cabin 13.
CK's cabin. everyone made a mess xD

SEEEE. poor him. haha.
we all throwing the packet of buiscuits.
in the end, its his cabin so he has to clean =p

The night at the guys' cabin (:

Acting like nerds like they are. LOL.

Aeith, get a shirt xD

Everyone brushing teeth xD

But aeith is smart. haha! wear sunglasses and
brush teeth. AHAHAHA.

WOOT WOOT*

Singing the spongebob songg =D

Still singing like nerds. xD

They're all looking for the bug that mr
hadif put inside the room.
LOL.

Andree with hiss phonee ya'll.

Spudnick slept

Carlson sleeping like a pigg with his pilloww.

LOL.

Andre cooking out breakfast.
i think i had probs swollowing.
AHAHAHAHA. jkjk~ it taste really good xD

our wood our wood our wood :D

these girls are blur xD

I spot a big rock.
i named it BIG. cause its big (:

Sheeerinn is 'waiting' LOL.

Some are so dumb. they dont realise that they
cant climb up DUHH :P

Poooooll partyyy =p
or should i say 'waterfaall party xD

We were waiting for the bus when i
spotted a CHICKEN :D

They said 'take a picture, it'll lasts longer' xD
so yeaa, i obviously took a picture :D

tired after the trip heh.
<- is CK. carlson is ->

Thanks for viewing ;p

Ashlee (:

2009-08-28T06:51:00.000-07:00

CURRENT STATUS : I MISS AMANDA (: